19...

So I'm pretty much a failure at posting on here when I say I'm going to...oops.

Well, this past week has been pretty good! The first few days were a little stressful just because I was finishing up a couple papers and a few other things, but after that it's been great. Thursday was my birthday and I finally turned 19! It's so weird that I'm in my last year of being a teenager. I feel like I'm growing up so fast. My roommates decorated the apartment and made me a cake decorated as a Pastaroni box (I wasn't lying when I said I was living off of that stuff...). It was awesome. We had a party that night, and then afterward we went to the midnight premier of Breaking Dawn. It was fun to go, but the movie was pretty bad. Probably one of the most awkward movies I've seen, haha.

Friday night we went to a dance, and then it snowed again! Even though I always complain about the snow and it being so cold, I secretly like it a little bit. It is really pretty, as long as I don't have to be in it. And as long as people don't throw snowballs at my head... :P But despite the snow, and the cold, and the lack of sleep I was running on, Friday night was a good night :)

I'm really looking forward to this next week. I just need to get through Monday and Tuesday, and then I get to go home! It will be so nice to catch up on sleep and homework (mainly sleep though!). I'm not even going to talk about the horrible sleeping patterns I've gotten into (but you could always just look at the time I'm posting this...). But I guess that's what happens when you're a freshman in college. As I'm getting ready to go home, I've been thinking about how much I've changed since I've been at college. I keep thinking about how different I'm going to feel once I get home. I'm going to view things differently, and act differently. But hopefully in a good way. Hopefully people will be able to see how much I've grown and learned in the past three months. And hopefully I'll be able to accept that I'm not who I was before and move on.

It may sound silly, but another thing that I'm really excited for is to drive again! I love driving, and I miss my dark blue Volkswagen Rabbit. I really just want to go on a drive by myself and listen to the radio and do some thinking. It's been too long since I've been able to do that.

Well, that's about all for now. And I'm really not lying this time when I say I'm going to post a few more times this week. I've already got some things in mind :)